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Could You Please Help Me With This? What Do You Think About Me? Should I Give Up!?

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Sorry for the length. If you don’t want to read it that’s ok.
I’m 16 and she’s 17. I love girl for a year and couldn’t talk to her that much. I started to text her almost everyday this year and I guess she was having fun too. But I was so uncomfortable I couldn’t tell her how much I love her. 2 months ago, I went near her in an afterschool and declared my love to her. She was so embarassed, cheerful and flattered :) She couldn’t even look into my eyes as same as I couldn’t before. I told her that she was on my mind all the time for a year and how much I love her and she just said “I’ve seen us as friends till this time.” I was so devastated and sad. She didn’t say “No. There’s no way we can ever a relationship.” but still, it was the beginning of an end. I lost everything when I heard that. I couldn’t turn back to normal for 3 weeks and I was just so sad. She is so beautiful and unique that I’ve always been ready to sacrifice everything for her. Then, I heard that she had a BF. She didn’t say that she had BF but still, that made me weaker and weaker. Also, she is still friends me. After that day, we talked sometimes and she didn’t have any anger or disappoinment for me. But yesterday, her closest friend came to me and said “She doesn’t have any BF till last September. She was dating a guy and he made her upset, so she left.” I couldn’t believe it. Then, I talked to her BF thing and she said: “I don’t have any BF till last year.” I believe in her and her closest friend cause she is a trustworthy girl and we never talked love. of her friends lied to me that she had a BF and I couldn’t turn back to normal because of this. Now, I really don’t know to do. I love her so much and I’m just read to her anything that she needs. When I declared my love to her, I couldn’t explain every single emotion and because of that, I she didn’t understand my feelings towards her. That just makes me afraid. Some of our friends called me “stalker,obsessed,loser” and some of them called me the opposite. I just want to be with her and get old with her. I’ve never lost my love towards her and I’m ready to give my life to prove her my love again and again.
PS1: Today, she sat 2 seats next to me in the school bus and while she was viewing outside, I’ve seen her phone accidentally and I saw her with a guy around 16-17, cuddling each other. Did she lie to me and her closest friend!? Does that mean she has a BF and she told that lie to calm us down?
PS2: I am planning to give a concert with my band in front of at least 2000 people in my school and she will be there too. I am planning to dedicate some to her by looking at her in the eye sometimes or saying “I dedicate this song to a very important person in my life that changed my life.” Btw, I’m not going to call her name in front of everyone, just dedicating. Which one is better to do? After the concert, I’m going to talk to her about the concert and I’m going to give a love letter that I’ve been writing for 4 months. I felt sad and even wanted to be dead because I couldn’t get her and I know it’s a heartache but this time, I’ll do my best and show her my love and care with my talent on and literature. I hope she’ll love me back but I’m not sure. I just want to show her that I’ll always be there for her and that I’m the only one who love her forever. The concert will be the best and the last time that I’ll show everything I felt.
PS3: Maybe you’ll just say to me “Move on. She told you to back off.” but believe me that I love her than anything and I’m ready to sacrifice anything I got. 3 weeks ago, she lost her cousin’s father and she cried a lot. I was there to calm her down and I tried to take care of her. I asked her so many times if she needed anything and I hugged her after the ceremony. I couldn’t stand to see her crying, it hurt me so much and that was the first time I saw her crying. I was so sad. Now, I love her and I just want to give the concert for her and her cousin. I have to stand beside her and show my care and love. She thanked me for that.
PS4: While I’m giving the letter to her, what I say!? I declare everything by talking or writing this time?
Sometimes I think that she will never understand me and realize my feelings. But lease me… Could she love me back? What should I do? Am I a loser or a creepy guy for this world? I don’t have any moment that I don’t think of her. I just feel I’m in a war and going to lose it but still, I’m ready to die for her. I just want a second chance. I’d be so appreciated with any advice and I thank you so much for your concern :)

Can You Give Me Some Upbeat Songs?

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For module in my BTEC taster, I to put together a repertoire of . There has to be 3-4 , and at least one of them has to be . For me, that’s difficult as I’m better at singing slow ballads. My , I mean something Walking On Sunshine (But not that, as is already doing it.)
I’m 14, female and it has to be singable, but me a bit of a challenge.
The longest list will probably get the 10 points! Thanks for the .

I Have Difficulty Counting Music, Can Someone Give Me Tips?

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I’ve been playing trombone since elementary and guitar for a year and half now, and never gotten any trombone lessons. I had a guitar teacher for a year but stopped getting lessons and I really want to self teach myself guitar.
The problem is I have NO idea how to count at all, I know the basic concepts of time signatures, and etc, but when I have to count I can only do the simplest stuff; 1,2,3,4, or 1&,2&,3&,4&.
Thus when I have music class in school and have to play the trombone I just sit there and do nothing I can’t count. I just have to guess how the rhythm goes by listening to my peers and that sucks when I get tested it’s an F or a B “you are playing a entirely different song”, or “you have the notes down, but your are slightly early/late.”
Also doesn’t that I cannot multitask, I tried to learn piano but I can’t register two thing at once; cannot play two different two hands so I quit, same playing and singing.
TL;DR -> How do I count music and put it to a rhythm? Can anyone direct me to videos or something or a post?

What Type Of Music Is This And Can You Give Me More Songs Like It Please ?

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I want to know of is :
The Tudors :

Death note:

They seem to a low note sound in the background. I really this type of medieval-dark type of music. IT is NOT a sad type of music. It’s dark. it says something bad is going to happen. I want it :) Thank you!

Christmas Help!!–family Member Favored Over Others Because She Can Afford To Give A Lot Of Gifts?

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I feel I’ve been low on money has hindered my relationship my family. My older sibling and her significant other been getting attention and favoritism they , etc often to my parent and extended family. I I’m a generous person, but for a while, I’ve held back from giving material things and offering my in other ways. But somehow that isn’t noticed and appreciated as much as a tv, a coffee maker, a slow cooker, chocolate and countless other things. My parents and family say they really like my sibling and partner a lot. But I wonder if it’s because they get things. The gesture is nice, but I often feel it’s to seek approval. If I do happen to buy something, my sibling scrutinizes it, and say “That’s so sweet you did that!” in a patronizing way. time is the worst! It’s always a big show of things. I make my with the artistic talent I have and that seems to be the only thing that is appreciated and lasts.