Absolute Tips

I’m a metal head(yes the heavy,satanic stuff too) and a gamer.I’m a hard worker and very ambitious.I like reading and watching documentaries about philosophy,science,phsicology,history and poetry.I’m an artist and film maker and I listen to many other types of music.I’m also interested in comedy acting and writing my own music which is a combination of jazz,blues electronic,classical and metal music.I don’t hate the world and I am fully capable of forming relationships with other human beings and I don’t hate the world or live in a basement or drink beer or smoke or do drugs or eat junk food.so that’s a bit about myself.Hope you get the picture about what i i’m like.
Sometimes i feel like not doing these things i naturally like just because of the stigmas surrounding it and the people involved in it.
I wonder sometimes if i should abandon these things and wonder if other open minded and healthy people like me exist or if it really is these activities that create these kinds of people.
Can anybody relate to what i’m saying?